i love this chilled nite breeze....i really really want to go somewhere even if i go alone..i just want to..dont wen i'll get dat chance..

finally nits training has started at patni:) i've got one ppr tom n den 2 pprs left:) in between theres omkar's wedding:):) that will b real fun:):):) n after exams grand party time:) i hope i get to enjoy a lot lot lot in jan:):):) m just waiting for this week to end..just these pprs n then freedom:P There will b just one more sem to go:D my god! I'll b working soon! August! Well i hope i can enjoy myself just as i wish before that:P:)

I love....!

Rite now, i m happy.. Kindof been counting my blessings n reasons for happiness..

I love my Lappy, my cell, my room, my home, my colg ;)

N i love Ratna a lot..way too much..m so glad she's finally home, here with me.. With her being home i dont feel d need of nething else :) I love my Dad..its fun to talk to him..actually talk! the other day i enjoyed sooo much chatting with him, telling bout my colg n everything.. I love Mom a lot..such a little sweetheart she is..so worried about us all d time, just so loving, caring, running behind us! I swear, i'd b nowhere if not for my family...

I love my life, i love my friends.. I love  

i hate telling anyone to do something n later repeating myself...well if u really wud want to do it for urself u'll do it...i need not remind u again n again...forget it..i wont talk bout it ever again..do wat u like...

had a disastrous day on 16th so went to watch rockstar to cheer up:) had lots of fun:) tho d script cud've been lot better i loved d movie terrifically coz i loved all d songs:) n ranbir's acting too was super awesome:) theres this scene where he acts heartbroken..i cudnt help laughing out loud..brilliant:D n d locales were beautiful n d way d camera moved:) all in all a treat for me:)
Then on 17th went out to chokhi dhani, kalyan:) a sweet lil rajasthani village setup n restaurant:) we got a gr8 welcome then there was pottery, puppet show, mehndi, folk music, folk dance, fire eating n all, magic show, had kadhi kachoris, bajra roti chutney n gud, pani puri, gola..lots of fun n photos:) then of cose d lovely dinner n chaas:D N malpuas n dal bati churma n kadhi chawal etc etc:D N d main part of d day d astrologers:) really d best time i had:) my jp morgan celebration:D

impending exams n i got no mood to study:P Been tping..reading up random crazy stuff ol:D Tonite was dedicated to harry potter..was fun:) n there was twilight:P N i came across rebecca black's video friday..my god wat nonsense i swear:P:D Yest was one chilled out nite..mind was racing n i kept having all sorts of thot n i kept spamming:P I dunno y d chilled out clean air of d nite affects me so:D Met jagu after a long time n blasted her:P Met pooja n pooja too n hry:) today had gone for neha's syntel..hoping inspite d disaster she gets in..lets see.. Met nits n we made d gift for his sis:) was superb fun:) i love gifting i swear:)

wen i say i blv there is no prob that cant b solved by talking i mean it..but for dat every1 involved shud b ready to talk n LISTEN n accept wat they hear even if they dont agree, atleast respect each other..if u cant discuss something, shows ur mind is closed..there r very few ppl i put in category of can discuss anything with.... well..i really need a best frnd who'll understand wat i say, who i can talk to bout anything, who has their own opinion bout everything...who's open to discussions..even deep ones, bout life n other things, n doesnt think of them as out of their thinking capacity...need to talk yaar..i miss having intelligent ppl around me who love to talk or discuss n think deep..

wtf..y do i cry..damn d headache it gives man..d prob is wen i'm alone n i get upset, if i get one bad thought rest random bad thoughts, bad feelings follow in succession..n if i ever break down in public i find it imposs to smile or even speak again..its really frustrating..i need a very strong distraction..usually imposs to find..chodo..i'll try to sleep now:P

proj pres today..i dont even feel like revising:P but i do hope it goes well:) i guess engg has trained us enuf to b good managers..we kno how to make last min pres, last min projs, learn an entire subj overnite, even understand it:P:D N of cose keep ourselves entertained wid nothing else but our own minds during lecs n all d time we spend waiting for our no:P:P We even kno how to impress whom n how to appear intelligent:P we also kno looks matter, clothes too but not d details:P Rather confidence will help u prove even d wrong stuff rite:P U can put it under research if u want:D i'll miss colg for sure:) no matter how many times i've felt alone or hurt, i've enjoyed every second even by myself:) i've realised u can b professional even if u want to kill someone:P But then i've also experienced u'll meet some really nice ppl, become close then they'll change n u'll meet some other nice ppl who'll care for u:) life does go on, u do learn to trust again, b careless n hav fun:) n yes, memories hav their own style of suddenly reminding u y u loved someone now u hate or y u r ok wid spending time wid someone once u disliked:) u learn to worry less, care less.. N u'll realise there are some ppl u'll always hav in life..neha, nits, swap, prani, pooji, sharma, hry, ru, parag, gaurav, sanket n d whole grp actually:)

i am a workoholic..i am a perfectionist..and i am ambitious..i cant help it..i hav to complete my work my syllabus till i'm satisfied before i report it or am giving a test:P I cant leave any work half done or even done half heartedly..not even a movie for that matter:P Hav to finish it:P:) Had an enjoyable stqa viva today:)

been working since morn! Slept at 5 yest nite..was working yest nite too:P But had fun:) a lot has been accomplished:) maam's reaction was worth it all:) d way she praised us in front of our hod:) n all d tips she's been giving:) n well..i love my team:) i put them to work n they've done wonderfully..luv it:) they never complain..well they shudnt after all d efforts i put in frankly:D But well i luv them as friends n they're proving their worth even in workwise:)
Morn even before reaching started changing d methodology as maam said in d train on lappy:P And well ya..i'm smitten by net on cell;) luv it:) so did dat, reached colg..gave swap prani d lappy to cross chk wid maam..watever changes further maam told they covered it:) good work i mean it:) meanwhile, me, parag, gaurav, neha discussed csm n tried it successfully on neha's lappy in excel:) happy wid dat:) finally after all changes maam told..put up all d final touches to index n etc etc:P Made a soft copy n showed to maam:) she was quite happy:) enjoyed:) then did some more explaining bout csm..n den worked on d pres basics:) hav given sone work to neha n prani now its almost done:) took d printouts n now going home:) content:)

how life goes on!

csm prax ka matter kafi solve hua..kch kch baatein samajh aai:P Proj ka thoda kiya but abhi bhi baki h thoda..maam hopefully subah hi mil jae ache se samjha de:P pres to bahut change karna padega..band baji padi h:P acha tha din..kaam cover hua..missed chatting whole day a lot:P but realised ek baar job shuru hui to aisa hi hoga..for d first time felt k colg actually khatam hone aaya..life me kaise diff aaega..na daily milna na har min baat karna..will miss a lot..i kno my mind will b trying to fill in d spaces wid lots of new things..will b a new experience..ready to learn, meet ppl, make friends.. Growing up is exciting but also saddening..u tend to look back at all d times u were more carefree..i'll miss dat most..tho i kno i'll b happy n enjoying..but still:) waiting....

having fun:)

as for my life..its pretty dreamlike:) happy n luvly:)
I'm so very lucky to kno someone who's always wid me..i'm never ever alone:) always enjoying n having fun n ever so simple n sweet n honest n innocent:)
I've been learning to ride a bike..its damn awesome:) really need to focus n takes my mind off everything else:) plus i can trust nothing will go wrong:P:D n all d times we've spent aimlessly together:D D rains were ever so awesome:) getting drenched in khandala to d point of shivering wid cold:D N eating hot maggi n having a cutting:P n being in midst of clouds n no one around:) nature is beautiful:) n watching d quite lake at d dam at alibag:) so serene:):) n d other dam wid water gushing towards us n d rain getting heavier n heavier:) wow:) at dat moment u can hav nothing else entering ur mind:):) its so overwhelming:) so beautiful:)
N staying over n roaming around all d places dat u've heard about in d vicinity:) eating everything u feel like:D just being together, noone to disturb d calm n peace:)
N d prom nite was a different world! Dancing like crazy wid colg friends:) n d niteout amazing:):):) slept thru d movie:D woke up fresh n relaxed:) n den driving around d city wid all quite:) beautiful:) n d view from atop n d silence there..amazing:) n early morning fresh air while feeling so sleepy:D Gr8:D
Life is charmed:) n wid my placement at jp morgan i felt i hav achieved a part i always wanted to:) just because of immense faith n support:) now i really want a trip to actually celebrate like crazy:)

placed n still caught wid last year!

long time, i kno:P But well d best news that really needs to b put up is that i'm placed at jp morgan:):):) it was one gr8 day:):):):) d long story related to it will follow later:)
Apart from dat i'm still caught up wid d 7th sem..running helter skelter:P I hardly hav any idea about wat we hav in which subj dis sem n i hav vivas from wed:P:D nevertheless, enjoying d process:D I'm still waiting for my darling neha to get placed..n nits to start wid something that he loves..:) apart from dat life is good:) nits has gone for a trek today:) sounds far more exciting to me:P:)
hry's got a show today:) which i dearly wanted to attend but vivas:P Its some sort of a luck mismatch that i'll never get to see him perform i guess:P Lolz! Even wen it was d best chance wen he was playing at my very own RAIT..rain played d vamp:P:D i remember d time we used to chat about wanting to learn d guitar..n today he's a performing artist n i'm still stuck at "wanting to learn guitar":P:D But its been a joy ride all these years after jr colg:) i've seen his band being formed n now really want to watch him on stage:) hey hry, here's wishing u all d best;)
Sharma's now an experienced cabin crew of kingfisher airlines:) she's been flying as an airhostess n enjoying:) plus in her personal space i hav to say she's satisfied:) i'm happy she got d rite guy for her:) there's no more pretense in her n she's back to being happily carefree n her normal down to earth bubbly self:) love to see her dis way:)
M just waiting for things work out well wid pooji too..rite now its a rough phase but well, she is on a self discovery route n understanding life n ppl better..eventually she'll b happy i kno:) she is a strong girl after all:)
Ru's in an all-together new world n a very happy space:) loving n living her life to d t:) she's achieved wat she wanted all along:)
And yes, neha:) i'm so happy for her:) met vijay at prom nite..simple n sweet:) really gr8 for her:) now i can really connect wid her n divu:)
Seriously, life's moving so fast:) just recently we were all together at school..then in kota..n now we're all about to graduate n get on wid jobs n life wid friends n loved ones:) time only brings us closer as we share more experiences:)

I dont kno y u need to test my trust..hav i ever done anything that shows i actually hav any other intention than ur wellbeing..i'm just plain worried about wat u r going thru..of cose i kno u can n will handle it but i thot if u need me i shud b there for u..i dont believe in being a friend who will hide ur faults from urself tho i'll fite for u from anyone u say..but i dont kno y u simply doubt everyone around urself n feel d need to test everyone..if u dont need someone say it out aloud y insult them saying i was just testing whether u trust me..u did d same thing yest..n today wen hell brks loose..i'm talking to j n she mentions some name n then wen i'm talking to u..u urself hint so that i believe it n then u ask me y i believed it..damn it..becoz u said it..coz i believe u..wat m i supposed to think..how m i supposed to kno at such a time wen u most need a friend u'll first test ur trust on d friend..yaar if u dont want me to interfere saaf saaf bol na aisa..i'm breaking my head over how i can help u n there u say i need not talk to u..fine..if dats wat makes u happy..

Back from mahabaleshwar :) was awesome :) super awesome! :)
nw gotto study :P

frnds r fun :)

met jagu n pooji yest...god we laughed like crazy! troubled jagu hellot :D btw jagu's given 3 major updates ;) she took part in a theatre course n had an official play on fri..n dint invite us to we were terribly angry wid her :P n she's been appointed a teacher to d teachers of ruia for a month! n she mite b into wipro if all goes well in 3 months :) pooja n me had a gr8 time irritating d hell out of her :D
was later at nite chatting wid ru all about everything that has happened in colg :D that ws fun too :) caught up wid her after quite some time!
met jagu n sharma today! yest ws sharma's big day! :) bhawin (a terribly swt n awesome guy, just rite for our li'l pooja!) n sharma got together officially :) wid lovely time at md, dinner at hilton, song wid guitarist, fruit champagne, juhu beach pe gola n some gr8 gifts! really so wonderfull!!!!!!
n today is my little miss sunshine's bday :) my baby sis-Ratna :) God Bless U <3

Dum Maro Dum n then Chinese for lunch n Luv ka d End :D

gr8 day :)

Was teaching neha m3..hope so she gets gr8 marks dis sem... I really pray for dat...
waiting for tmrw :):*
n then monday :) sis's bday:):) plus we plan to go to somnath temple n on a mini vacation :)
i've almost decided i'll go ahead wid d training nw....n hope we do go for a proper vacation very soon : never mind....
really wanted to meet hry but some ppl r rather VIPs...u cant meet em without prior appt...n dont expect they'll reply to ur msgs until u r really angry n r giving them loads of galis or call them up :x now i dont want to meet anyone...hmph >_<
met poo n poo again :) n jagu's busy wid theatre work ;) so dint meet up...
just chatted wid ru ol :) she's enjoying shopping n drinking n dining n looking super sexy n hot n doing wat not :D gr8 :)
i'm really waiting for d day i'll go shopping like crazy on my own :D
neways bought a really cool casual shirt recently...in love wid it :) my wardrobe's quite enjoyable now :)
btw a few pesky ppl from d past r bugging me...i wish they'd disappear into thin air....or atleast stop trying to contact n trying to b over-friendly.... pls ppl move on...realise that things of past wont come back wid same emotions and intensity..so pls..shzzzz...
was nishi's bday yest :) been meeting her up dat day since all d last three yrs i've known her :) felt gr8 :) chatted for quite some time :) came to kno a sad news... then we talked bout some more sad stuff of past n then moved onto better topics...life's good...we kno it n we r happy wid it :) her mom shared some very enjoyable feats of hers from her childhood :D really endearing n adorable :) nishi u r terribly cute :) God bless u bacha :)
poo n poo's lives r quite eventful nwadays.... saturday's gonna b a big day for a girl! :)
enjoyable week up ahead :) only dread lurking around d corner is d exams n d following training.....:P
God Bless! :)

Chalo Dilli!

It rocks yaar! watte movie :)
Lara n Vinay were absolutely mesmerizing :)
The plot...super sexy...something i just loooooove! travelling!! that too d route being mumbai jaipur delhi!
Kya baat! dhaabas n nite sky wid stars n sunrise n flight n trains at small stn n camel cart n cycle n scooter n jeep chase! :D LOVED IT :)

Irritated

all plans cancelled...goa bhi n shayad europe bhi... training k liye anvi's saying directly after exams to europe not poss now..colg khulne pe sis not ready..n dats obv..me too will hav proj work n all..but this is sooo frustrating..3-5 saal baad vacation ka socha tha..now not poss.. i hope training ho jae..lets see..m not excited bout it tho.. aur goa to expected tha..jis jis k sath plan banaya tha na..sab pe poora bharosa tha k last min pe cancel karenge aur wohi hua..to cant say its unexpected..bas its irritating..eff all..

arre haan...was watching twilight saga new moon in d morn today :)
makes me realise hw lucky i m to kno no vampires or werewolves :P:D
*in a state of bliss* :P :D :)

aaah! finally working :P

my dear blog was out of order for so long...finally its just fine :)
btw writing this wid my sexy new lappy ;)
had itme viva today...was just fine :)
will b going on vacation wid fly finally.....after so many yrs! m terribly excited n eagerly waiting :)
plus was planning for goa wid school frnz n was super duper over excited bout it..
in fact dint want to go to d iv coz i dint want to cancel this plan..
now m just thinking of it..plans tend to go awry just wen u r praying that there shud b no gadbad this time..same as always even now..socho kch hota kch h...never mind..
so d super exciting new plan is me, pooji, pooji, jagu n shayad prachi n shayad anvi :) hopefully sharma pancho din ruke aur koi galti se bhi backout na kare :) shayad 8-12 july :) to n fro by train :) n get talli fulltoo :D:D:D:D bechari jagu :P plus of cose shopping jane k pehle wid pooji n pooji :):):) n haan, water sports :):):):) khoob dhamaal...girls outing....n no limits :P :D
ab is plan me koi gadbad hui to :x gonna see d trains timetable nw :P :)

plus family vacations plans on :) pehle manali leh socha tha then came sikkim bhutan n now thinking of paris-switz-amsterdam :)

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with love....:)

India won d WORLD CUP!!!! n ppl hav gone berseck :D

In love with life :)

fun@colg

India vs Pak

A few facts!

1. I really need a vacation. Badly..
2. M quite bored.
3. And irritated. (thats becoming quite freq...thats y i need a vacation)
4. Gotto start studies :P :D
5. Enjoyed my PMRC project :)
6. Went to Khandala today and came..enjoyed a lot :)
7. I love my dear Neha :)
8. I wish Pooji enjoys her farewell :)
9. Sharma's office shud get smoother...
10. Jagu shud stop overreacting..i hate it.. thats one of the reasons i dont feel like telling something new..
11. I still love Jagu :D
12. I love my family..............:):*
13. Wish to go for PLR-Past Life Regression..n soon :)
14. I love my whole new grp :) Swapnali n all the guys :) They r really bringing me back to life, keeping me involved in colg :)
15. I love Nitish :)
16. Ppl really love unexpected praises :) i do that a lot to Nishi, Neha, Hry, Anvi and all...coz they really deserve it and they shud kno hw swt they r :)
17. I hate ending up alone n feeling lonely.
18. I love Hry n Anvi a LOT :)
19. Nishi is a swt child :) love her and God bless her :)
20. I hate attachment and depending...been happening to me a lot recently..but then m jolted back to reality soon too :P
21. I sometimes expect too much..
22. The best gift u can giv to ur loved ones is ur precious time. Nothing can replace it. Just make sure u dont let them end up feeling lonely.
23. Novels are God-sent saviours for my soul :)
24. Rucha's having fun and i'm glad about it :)
25. I'm really enjoying my MBA classes :)

India vs Aus Q.finals-World cup...

Enjoyed at home wid full fly :) gonna bunk tom too mostly :D

Twins day :)

TEIT roxx :)

Prayers....

watevers happening in Japan is really very sad...i just wish, hope n pray ofr them.....

Trad day today :)

Now colg really seems very different...like i'm in a new class or someplace :D
Really...getting to kno ppl..making new friends :) m enjoying every bit of it :)
I've decided to work better n get all my pending stuff done in time..enjoy everyday..get ready n go to colg...enjoying lecs wid neha, swaps, pranita..parag, siddhesh, amit, sanket, rohan, meet, gaurav, sahu, mukesh..ashwini, tejashree, suchita, jhuma, soumya...all d ppl in my class in my batch in my grp n talking to me :) i luv neha...sharing everything wid her :) all my asgs..moods..likes..n mostly dislikes..like that of a particular grp :D ditto wid anvi :) n of cose sharing my time :) n wid sis n her gang too..i luv em really...t2, sid, tanu, shivi..really nice :) like at d time of horizon :)
Today was to extra awesome :D subah jate hi met sis's gang..n later it centre..all d teachers n d whole grp of mine :) phr to kya..photos photos photos n masti n chedkhani n hasi mazak n photos n masti :) realllly gr8 :)
Next week will b sari day :) some more fun :D

March 15, 3.50am!!

Aise raat ko mast khidki khol k baitho to bas ek hi cheez mann me aati h...bas niklu bahar jaun kahin dooooooooooor!
Rite nw i really really wish to pack my bags n set off to travel...just about anywhere...alone or with company-hardly matters...all that matters is being on d move :)
The wind blowing in onto my face....in a bus or train doesnt matter...just some long long journey :)
maybe with some songs :)
maybe to a beach with waves crashing at your feet or maybe to some peak with clouds embracing you making you sooo cold :)
maybe the next day i wud go parasailing or paragliding...on a scooterboat or on horseback...rafting or diving and swimming....
maybe watching the stars at night or the sunrise and sunset........
Well i really wish.............

Dinner wid frnz :)

Went out wid pooh, pooji n jagu :) had a blast :)

Emptied my mind !

Been doing my proj.. finally done wid it (to some extent..not doing nemore..as it is i guess maam wudnt really investigate further :P) So..enjoyed working on it :) Will get to asgs n writeups too later..
Meanwhile..met ru ol n chatted almost all nite wid her :P after a long n irritating time na..just chilled out :) put up lotsa albums on fb to remind myself of all d happy moments that i had wich r still indicative of happiness :D basically meaning m blessed wid a few really good ppl around :) n i've decided to let my school grp get updated wid all d recent happenings...coming sunday :)
I mean it....i've emptied my mind n opened it for new things :)
N m enjoying a few good books...some true frnz...some nice time n talks wid fly...:)
now all i want more is a vacation :D

Dear Ums,
Your mom's a real swthrt..i hope u do wat it takes to b a good son..save one hrt from brking at least..
Btw u r a truly wonderfully creative person..wish it gets appreciated..u hav taught me a lot..tx for all of it..
Do become practical in life..n try to understand others..dont say wat u dont mean..it surely hurts..while trying to "serve" others please ensure they do want to be served..u r hurting lot more ppl by tring to do good for them without knowing wat they want..better get to kno urself n limit ur services to urself..that wud make u happy n others too..
I do hope u get thru CED coz elsewhere u'll really not be as truly happy as in that field..
Wish u luck..



Dear frnz...hry, anvi, neha... nishi, pooji, pooji, jagu... swapnali, ru :) luv u all...truly :)

Worth a read....

Started with the book by Sylvia Browne- Secrets and Mysteries of the World.. made me believe in aliens, ghosts, souls, reincarnation etc etc :) Next went on to read uptill now 4 books by Dr. Brian Weiss on reincarnation...lovely :) These are the books am recommending each and every one around me :)

Do have a look :)
>>>> http://www.brianweiss.com/thebooks.html

Updates......................

Long time!
Never mind :D
Lets talk about wat actually happened b4 anything else :)
since nov19 i havnt really put up any updates i see....
i recall some time in nov itself i'd been once more to md wid hry..then after xams on 29dec i guess matheran wid ums n nits..17nov got camry..29sep ws ums bday-20something gifts..22sep poo b's bday-updates of stuff at her home n colg..me n hrishi were not on talking n later it got clrd..jan h n and u..nw no1..17jan met u and n..25jan u home n md again..9feb hrishi home..25,26,27feb horizon weekend...3-5feb term test..
The really lovely parts....after xam banda, vindhyachal n all..jan at home..15,16jan pune wid dad..1feb nite poo sh n jags bday party :D..4,5,6feb gpule..10feb shoppg..14feb kdala..15feb neha,anvi,swap,sis,nits n home n jags,poo..16feb kc..21feb krag tee n tattoo n mehndi n photos :)..8mar women's day :)..plus my mba classes every weekend..:) n of cose..my results on sat-75%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just d day i said to anvi-"all clr to goa :P" :D i wish! funniest thing is this time mom dad r also ready to let me go..bas companyich nhiye :P khair i dont wanna go anywhere anymore..bahut ho gaya kahin jane ka wait karte rehna..ab jana hua to bas family k sath..mostly june me kch na kch plan karenge :) n as for result..kab aaya pata hi nhi chala..not yet celebrated n doesnt seem like i will :| doing my pmrc proj rite nw btw..its good thing to keep u busy :) there's this e-greetings ki site i've made..n ab mail bhi java k thru send karne ka coding kr rhi hu :)