I love....!

Rite now, i m happy.. Kindof been counting my blessings n reasons for happiness..

I love my Lappy, my cell, my room, my home, my colg ;)

N i love Ratna a lot..way too much..m so glad she's finally home, here with me.. With her being home i dont feel d need of nething else :) I love my Dad..its fun to talk to him..actually talk! the other day i enjoyed sooo much chatting with him, telling bout my colg n everything.. I love Mom a lot..such a little sweetheart she is..so worried about us all d time, just so loving, caring, running behind us! I swear, i'd b nowhere if not for my family...

I love my life, i love my friends.. I love  

i hate telling anyone to do something n later repeating myself...well if u really wud want to do it for urself u'll do it...i need not remind u again n again...forget it..i wont talk bout it ever again..do wat u like...

had a disastrous day on 16th so went to watch rockstar to cheer up:) had lots of fun:) tho d script cud've been lot better i loved d movie terrifically coz i loved all d songs:) n ranbir's acting too was super awesome:) theres this scene where he acts heartbroken..i cudnt help laughing out loud..brilliant:D n d locales were beautiful n d way d camera moved:) all in all a treat for me:)
Then on 17th went out to chokhi dhani, kalyan:) a sweet lil rajasthani village setup n restaurant:) we got a gr8 welcome then there was pottery, puppet show, mehndi, folk music, folk dance, fire eating n all, magic show, had kadhi kachoris, bajra roti chutney n gud, pani puri, gola..lots of fun n photos:) then of cose d lovely dinner n chaas:D N malpuas n dal bati churma n kadhi chawal etc etc:D N d main part of d day d astrologers:) really d best time i had:) my jp morgan celebration:D

impending exams n i got no mood to study:P Been tping..reading up random crazy stuff ol:D Tonite was dedicated to harry potter..was fun:) n there was twilight:P N i came across rebecca black's video friday..my god wat nonsense i swear:P:D Yest was one chilled out nite..mind was racing n i kept having all sorts of thot n i kept spamming:P I dunno y d chilled out clean air of d nite affects me so:D Met jagu after a long time n blasted her:P Met pooja n pooja too n hry:) today had gone for neha's syntel..hoping inspite d disaster she gets in..lets see.. Met nits n we made d gift for his sis:) was superb fun:) i love gifting i swear:)

wen i say i blv there is no prob that cant b solved by talking i mean it..but for dat every1 involved shud b ready to talk n LISTEN n accept wat they hear even if they dont agree, atleast respect each other..if u cant discuss something, shows ur mind is closed..there r very few ppl i put in category of can discuss anything with.... well..i really need a best frnd who'll understand wat i say, who i can talk to bout anything, who has their own opinion bout everything...who's open to discussions..even deep ones, bout life n other things, n doesnt think of them as out of their thinking capacity...need to talk yaar..i miss having intelligent ppl around me who love to talk or discuss n think deep..

wtf..y do i cry..damn d headache it gives man..d prob is wen i'm alone n i get upset, if i get one bad thought rest random bad thoughts, bad feelings follow in succession..n if i ever break down in public i find it imposs to smile or even speak again..its really frustrating..i need a very strong distraction..usually imposs to find..chodo..i'll try to sleep now:P

proj pres today..i dont even feel like revising:P but i do hope it goes well:) i guess engg has trained us enuf to b good managers..we kno how to make last min pres, last min projs, learn an entire subj overnite, even understand it:P:D N of cose keep ourselves entertained wid nothing else but our own minds during lecs n all d time we spend waiting for our no:P:P We even kno how to impress whom n how to appear intelligent:P we also kno looks matter, clothes too but not d details:P Rather confidence will help u prove even d wrong stuff rite:P U can put it under research if u want:D i'll miss colg for sure:) no matter how many times i've felt alone or hurt, i've enjoyed every second even by myself:) i've realised u can b professional even if u want to kill someone:P But then i've also experienced u'll meet some really nice ppl, become close then they'll change n u'll meet some other nice ppl who'll care for u:) life does go on, u do learn to trust again, b careless n hav fun:) n yes, memories hav their own style of suddenly reminding u y u loved someone now u hate or y u r ok wid spending time wid someone once u disliked:) u learn to worry less, care less.. N u'll realise there are some ppl u'll always hav in life..neha, nits, swap, prani, pooji, sharma, hry, ru, parag, gaurav, sanket n d whole grp actually:)

i am a workoholic..i am a perfectionist..and i am ambitious..i cant help it..i hav to complete my work my syllabus till i'm satisfied before i report it or am giving a test:P I cant leave any work half done or even done half heartedly..not even a movie for that matter:P Hav to finish it:P:) Had an enjoyable stqa viva today:)

been working since morn! Slept at 5 yest nite..was working yest nite too:P But had fun:) a lot has been accomplished:) maam's reaction was worth it all:) d way she praised us in front of our hod:) n all d tips she's been giving:) n well..i love my team:) i put them to work n they've done wonderfully..luv it:) they never complain..well they shudnt after all d efforts i put in frankly:D But well i luv them as friends n they're proving their worth even in workwise:)
Morn even before reaching started changing d methodology as maam said in d train on lappy:P And well ya..i'm smitten by net on cell;) luv it:) so did dat, reached colg..gave swap prani d lappy to cross chk wid maam..watever changes further maam told they covered it:) good work i mean it:) meanwhile, me, parag, gaurav, neha discussed csm n tried it successfully on neha's lappy in excel:) happy wid dat:) finally after all changes maam told..put up all d final touches to index n etc etc:P Made a soft copy n showed to maam:) she was quite happy:) enjoyed:) then did some more explaining bout csm..n den worked on d pres basics:) hav given sone work to neha n prani now its almost done:) took d printouts n now going home:) content:)

how life goes on!

csm prax ka matter kafi solve hua..kch kch baatein samajh aai:P Proj ka thoda kiya but abhi bhi baki h thoda..maam hopefully subah hi mil jae ache se samjha de:P pres to bahut change karna padega..band baji padi h:P acha tha din..kaam cover hua..missed chatting whole day a lot:P but realised ek baar job shuru hui to aisa hi hoga..for d first time felt k colg actually khatam hone aaya..life me kaise diff aaega..na daily milna na har min baat karna..will miss a lot..i kno my mind will b trying to fill in d spaces wid lots of new things..will b a new experience..ready to learn, meet ppl, make friends.. Growing up is exciting but also saddening..u tend to look back at all d times u were more carefree..i'll miss dat most..tho i kno i'll b happy n enjoying..but still:) waiting....

having fun:)

as for my life..its pretty dreamlike:) happy n luvly:)
I'm so very lucky to kno someone who's always wid me..i'm never ever alone:) always enjoying n having fun n ever so simple n sweet n honest n innocent:)
I've been learning to ride a bike..its damn awesome:) really need to focus n takes my mind off everything else:) plus i can trust nothing will go wrong:P:D n all d times we've spent aimlessly together:D D rains were ever so awesome:) getting drenched in khandala to d point of shivering wid cold:D N eating hot maggi n having a cutting:P n being in midst of clouds n no one around:) nature is beautiful:) n watching d quite lake at d dam at alibag:) so serene:):) n d other dam wid water gushing towards us n d rain getting heavier n heavier:) wow:) at dat moment u can hav nothing else entering ur mind:):) its so overwhelming:) so beautiful:)
N staying over n roaming around all d places dat u've heard about in d vicinity:) eating everything u feel like:D just being together, noone to disturb d calm n peace:)
N d prom nite was a different world! Dancing like crazy wid colg friends:) n d niteout amazing:):):) slept thru d movie:D woke up fresh n relaxed:) n den driving around d city wid all quite:) beautiful:) n d view from atop n d silence there..amazing:) n early morning fresh air while feeling so sleepy:D Gr8:D
Life is charmed:) n wid my placement at jp morgan i felt i hav achieved a part i always wanted to:) just because of immense faith n support:) now i really want a trip to actually celebrate like crazy:)

placed n still caught wid last year!

long time, i kno:P But well d best news that really needs to b put up is that i'm placed at jp morgan:):):) it was one gr8 day:):):):) d long story related to it will follow later:)
Apart from dat i'm still caught up wid d 7th sem..running helter skelter:P I hardly hav any idea about wat we hav in which subj dis sem n i hav vivas from wed:P:D nevertheless, enjoying d process:D I'm still waiting for my darling neha to get placed..n nits to start wid something that he loves..:) apart from dat life is good:) nits has gone for a trek today:) sounds far more exciting to me:P:)
hry's got a show today:) which i dearly wanted to attend but vivas:P Its some sort of a luck mismatch that i'll never get to see him perform i guess:P Lolz! Even wen it was d best chance wen he was playing at my very own RAIT..rain played d vamp:P:D i remember d time we used to chat about wanting to learn d guitar..n today he's a performing artist n i'm still stuck at "wanting to learn guitar":P:D But its been a joy ride all these years after jr colg:) i've seen his band being formed n now really want to watch him on stage:) hey hry, here's wishing u all d best;)
Sharma's now an experienced cabin crew of kingfisher airlines:) she's been flying as an airhostess n enjoying:) plus in her personal space i hav to say she's satisfied:) i'm happy she got d rite guy for her:) there's no more pretense in her n she's back to being happily carefree n her normal down to earth bubbly self:) love to see her dis way:)
M just waiting for things work out well wid pooji too..rite now its a rough phase but well, she is on a self discovery route n understanding life n ppl better..eventually she'll b happy i kno:) she is a strong girl after all:)
Ru's in an all-together new world n a very happy space:) loving n living her life to d t:) she's achieved wat she wanted all along:)
And yes, neha:) i'm so happy for her:) met vijay at prom nite..simple n sweet:) really gr8 for her:) now i can really connect wid her n divu:)
Seriously, life's moving so fast:) just recently we were all together at school..then in kota..n now we're all about to graduate n get on wid jobs n life wid friends n loved ones:) time only brings us closer as we share more experiences:)