Some ppl can b such a control freak..oh god independence pls..

Tom..30yrs to dad hav gotten his result of jee:):):) postman came knocking wen he was washing clothes wid rin..wow:)

Pani da rang n Mar jaiyan..super awesome songs:) n vicky donor a super awesome movie:) wen he says i'm also a kid! So cute! N their rship..friends in love..their behaviour wid each other:) n wen he says its just dat i love spending time wid u..used to u..ur happiness seems my resp..:) n d last scene where he hugs d little child..:)

Last sem coming to a close..feels wierd this business of growing up u kno..it all seems too soon..there was a pt of time i really did want to move out n now wen its coming true in front of my eyes i want to reverse it all..sometimes u do wonder y do dreams really come true! I'm really happy tho for all d time i got to spend like dis..i mean if anyone asks me wat i want to b in my next life i'd really say just d same me wid d same ppl surrounding me n exacly d same experiences wid all those sad n angry moments included coz dey really set off d happy moments..n i want exactly d same ppl around me..even those who i've fought wid over d yrs n wanted to forget..coz i anyways did spend some swt time wid dem too :) Only diff i'd want wud b more positivity, patience, understanding n reason in one or two ppl :P I so very very much want exactly d same life partner n very same bestest friends wid exactly same attitudes n some having d same life partners too! i love d fact dat 2 ppl closest 2 me r getting married wid thier flys arranging their love marriage! tho i'd say its too soon coz for me they'll never grow up! Sometimes all dis happiness makes me wanna cry n den stop d time exactly wr it is..wid all d luv surrounding me want to lay down my head n rest here for eternity :)

:) lovely day:) spent yest watching movies back to back:) both being very super awesome:) london paris newyork n kahani:) ali zafar's acting was bang on! N kahani..damn gripping:) n lunch at mcd:P:D wore d yellow top n nits was in such a good mood:):* n today..:) interview in d morn n den d whole day lost:) n all d lovely concerts..akcent wid anvi ratna n nits n jal wid nits n ratna n goonj wid ratna n nits n suraj jagan but at chowpatty:D amazing:)

awesome day:):):):):):) went shopping wid mum sis yest to fashion street:) some things r beyond promises..:) n today went to airoli..then colg masti me gappe maarte:) den med canteen:) phr bus se dadar:* phr train se mahalaxmi:) den taxi to temple..awesome gali n view:):) phr took a walk to haji ali:) solid garmi thi:P bought a bunch of imli:):):) yumm:):* visited dargah..splendid hawa thi:) den limbu pani n bought another bunch:D train to dadar n bus:) imli khate gane sunte reached nerul:) n a few rounds n home:):):) super awesome beautiful day:)

i love love looove rockstar:):) d tune just before tum ho..its soooo liberating:) sounds like d chilled nite time air wen u r travelling:) its exactly d same free feeling:) such love such happiness dat it bursts out of ur heart:) i just luv mohit chauhan's voice..dream like:) y i like d movie is somewhat a mystery to even me:P:D But well i just connect wid dat amount of passion dat deep seated emotion those feelings i guess:) just so like me..i feel everything very deeply and i love it:) i love me..i love my life..:)

mahashivratri :)

daksha had cursed shiva dat no one wud worship him n its on mahashivratri dat d curse is revoked :) i had dis feeling since a few days dis day wud prove lucky :) it did feel good :) hav been having such a lovely time since after my bday :) spent 16th wid nits watching ek main ek tu, having chinese for lunch :) den we gav a treat to my lil sis at gaming zone :) sat sun my family suprised me by taking me out to bhandardara :) best suprise ever :) :) so much fun :) loved it :) fields, sunflowers, d old temple amruteshwar, lunch der, echo, playing on d slides, swings n see saw, watching stars lying on my car..lots of amazing things :) really beautiful :) n today dat little love bird :) really really beautiful :) poo b had a good exam :) jagu's 1st day of job :) prachi's father is recovering well n her marriage is fixed luv cum arrange :) its gr8 to hear :) :) :) in goa next yr ;) n jp offering bangalore :)

best bday gift ever..cud hav never imagined! Nits gifted me a diamond! Oh god! How can anyone b so simply completely madly loving! I feel so light! So happy! So different :) so so soooo lucky! I'm shocked..i'm amazed :) i'm very happy :) feel so full of life..after so long! Happy :)

tho spent a good time wid all my fav ppl together..that was d best part :) i do wish i wud hav got more n better time wid fly.. but frankly d worst bday of my life..d whole day spent in frustration..i guess i'll never again really look fwd to or expect celebrating a day ever again..its such a torture..

dressing up is so much fun!:):) tom is trad day at colg..wish we all cud've gone together wearing navaris we had decided.. Even wen i party wid poo poo n jagu its so much fun:) we all make an effort to actually look like we r gonna hav a blast:) that makes having fun even more fun:D its not like u just got bored of a regular day n u simply went for tp..dressing down or dressing simple wen u plan to hav fun is like lessening d fun:P

had so much fun today :) i always enjoy pooji, jagu n pooji's bdays :) lot more dan mine it seems :D somehow my tends to b pakau :P now dat pooji's bdays over i really want d week to fast fwd directly to next week..atleast i'll hav attending lecs to look fwd to:P M so bored..once i start on my job i'll make it a pt to disappear somewhere alone on my bdays:):):)a?

hoping to start wid plr soon :) :) :)

had a dream d other day..some reunion party or something n we were enjoying a lot :) i really want to dance d nite away in dat lovely one piece i dreamt of :) :D wish i cud party like dat dis bday :)

updates :)

spent lovely time at benaras n allahabad :) came home on 3rd :) ratna went to iv, me n mom dropped her at cst..while coming back in train me n sis were deciding bout her room mates :D me mum spent a week sleeping n eating n watching tv :D we packed for banda :) d day ratna came, i picked her from kalyan stn n we talked bout her whole trip :) we came home did d final packing while she slept off :) morn dad n i dropped mom n sis at stn :) i spent d week working on proj finally :):* went to siddhivinayak wid nitish :) n finally told dad everything n later to sis n mom :P nishi's home finally got renovated :) went to visit her :) gifted her a little ganpati murti :) one for nitish n one for sis n a laughing budha for hry :) he's left engg..doing correspondence course of bmm n a job at a bpo..:P met anvi, nishi, sradha, neha at colg :) went to bandra one day wen was super bored wid neha..she bought a mojri n we took a gift a purse for swap :) neha went to cousin's marriage.. We celebrated jagu's bday in a small sweet way :) had fun :) neha's father expired n chacha too..she wont come for a month..want to meet her:( ratna had fever for a long while, finally admitted for typhoid in bethany..now back home healthy :) met all teachers at colg n told..had detailed talk wid reshma maam n nilima maam :) i started maintaining a routine of exercise n walking n doing things my way :) will get back to it next week :) dad's room almari being repaired now will b done by sunday :) sun ratna's blood test n mon doc's appt :) want to learn driving now :)

want to learn rifle shooting :|

one of d most beautiful day:):):) in love n happy:):* forgot to buy a little diary:P Abhi yaad aaya:D Spent d morn wid myself:) happily did my work:) walked to nerul stn:D Enjoyed dat too:) studying was real fun:) and later enjoyed soooooo much:) d yummmm donuts:):):) n den laughing off without another thought in d world:) it was soooo much fun playing wid nits:):* air hockey, basket ball, hammersomething, watching bowling, car bike aeroplane:D really superawesome beautiful time:) had yumm misal n came by train:) ran to meet jagu sharma n pooji:) jagu's bday:) treat tom:) n nishi's new home pooja party:) everyone looked pretty today:) was so much fun all together sitting n laughing like having no worries..like old times:)

i hate mom..if she has something to say to me y cant she speak directly..y does she hav to use emotional blackmail on dad to make him tell me..just waiting to start wid my job n get out of dis house

planning to keep myself busy for a while so i dont feel left out..planning a class trip to mahabaleshwar..then meeting up so many friends..celebrating so many bdays:P N my bday i just dont want to bring in here in mumbai..want to get out or i'll snap..recently only one thing has added to my sanity..in fact i even took to working on my proj or rather got energy for it after a good time while all dat talking n chit chatting..finally felt so lite..
not getting enuf time together..i had wanted to spend dis whole week together n talk..it wud've put so many things off my mind..d little time we get isnt enuf to start a decent long convo..wud hav to pause halfway n den it wudn't mean a thing..
N d proj..no one's working honestly..i dont kno wat i'm doing..i just hope i stick to it n work it out somehow..