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Exams r on...so m busy mostly....
Been busy since diwali itself actually! after diwali submissions n then midterms had begun.. then came d vivas n prax... my god! d vivas were scary!!! but it was fun nonetheless...an exp in itself ;)
Then came a time where i've seen things going down... sis got a bit unwell..mom, masi were tensed... i said smthing to smone i regret.. all this wid my xams... i dunno how i gav a few of my prx coz dat time i ahd 24x7 headache! As soon as PL began i went off to Kota to b wid sis... tho i was supposed to work hard on my Maths i cudnt... but while in Kota those 2-3 days i swear, i was really glad wid my sis... I've realised i luv her even more now! Then we went down to Mathura... Mom came there, there was masi, cousins n all too... It was too good! We all luved it :) We had to visit sum1 in delhi meanwhile..it was all so....wat to say....emotional headache! killer!!....pathetic.... While going back to Kota from Delhi...watta a scene we created at d stn! I just luv my sis ;) We had fun wid all d antics too! Tragic but comic...n ultimately peace!
Then i got back home while mum stayed a while in kota... Mum got back.. tragedy followed :P Still some tension.... that was fine... But then... Watever... i just pray for peace for my masi n her kids yaar....i luv them too much....they r so innocent...y all dis trouble..Pls....
God really! Kids are a beauty... so sweet, so pure, so true! So much fun!! U just cant help smiling wid dem... N those 2 luv me, my sis, my mom just as much we luv them :) I just pray for a nice happy secure loving future for them, for d whole family....
N sumone tell these ppl to stop being tensed bout ppl not wishing happiness for dem... Goddamn they cant do anything to u... u dont need any1 else to help u... Y dont u get it... u hav ur Destiny in ur hands.... U can do just anything.... U hav all d power... But only if u Believe... Only if u hav faith.... Ur life is in ur own damned hands... only u hav d power to control things around u... no1 else can harm u if u dont let them.... Only dat will happen wat u believe....
N hav confidence in ur loved ones...trust them...they r not so stupid to ruin their own life.... u r not d only smart one or only d one with all d knowledge n d only one who can save evry1 from doom.... they luv their own lives too n wil do their best for themselves atleast... they r not plain stupid... Well i hav to remind this again n again to myself too dat ppl elder to me do hav a lil bit more of exp n mebbe a bit more prac... though they tend to forget it....
But i think i hav passed a lot of confidence on to sis, n a lil to mum... i wish masi well... i pray for her wid every breath i take...
Rite now my life is happy... my sis is happy.... my dads aware of mums worries n he is a superman ;) i kno he'll take care! mum is a superwoman too but a bit emotional one! :P But ya they luv me, i luv dem n tension thoda kam hai to :):)
I hav a few frends i can count on... Poo b, jags, hry, nishi, anvi, rish, hrishi, vinay, ums, pdy, nits...guys i luv u ppl just for existing ;) :*
N ya...also i think sum1 has forgiven my finally! That has made me even more blessed :)