Sis's AIEEE exam this Sunday.. finally khatam hua :D:D Full week we both worked terribly hard for it..mazza aa gaya! finally thoda aaram lag raha h ab :)
So to take a good break i called sis to colg.. Actually colg me checking n submissions chalu h, n wed se tests.. to ppl were roaming around everywhere n mostly tues colg mass bunk karenge.. plus sunday hi apne stad me match khatam hue hain so bheed kam thi authorities ki.. I was also upto a lot of writing work in d canteen n no lecs really took place.. then went to my class n collected more info.. met anvi, nishi, nits, ums n hrishi all d while sumwhere or d other :D Once done with major portion of my tension-wala-same day submission-kaam i was free to think further.. Called up sis n asked her to come over.. pehle to na na chalu tha then hrishi ne phone le liya mujhse aur bola dee gai checking karane ab tum colg aa jao:D maan gai thank god!
Came in an hour by car..tab tak i was done wid my work n went n sat in law colg..aci khasi hawa aa rahi thi wahaan yaar..nahi to colg me jo garmi thi ki kya kahun:P hrishi came over then nits too..ums had gone to get his black book printed in vashi n nishi had gone home..anvi was busy wid some work.. later ums came, anvi came n we went to canteen.. wahan hrishi aur nits k dabbe khae.. sis itna comfortable thi na mast me dabba kha rahi thi..mazza aaya.. phr ums got uttapam, wo bhi acha nikla shockingly :D anvi ko bhi zabardasti baithaye rakha..acha laga:):)
Then planned to g Vashi.. Car me hi sabko thoos thaas k gaye sab sath..it was fun :) went to c1..called nishi over.. thankfully wo bhi aai:):) usko bhi chhed rahe the.. n me n sis were trobling others too..tickle kar kar k:D the way they'd jump in d air..hilarious :D:D:D cam charge karne ccd me diya..lolz! hrishi n sis were playing cricket wid d plug point n threw d poor thing two floors below in a six :D:D we were all troubling nishi :D:D itna hasi mazak na..mast mazza yaar..........
All my fav ppl together.. sis, nishi, hrishi, nits, ums n anvi.. luv em all :*:* :):):):):)
About Me
- Meenx :)
- I've got an amazing life n i simply love to live it... All the moments, whether they r good bad or anything in between.. i'm happy to have lived each of them.. But then there are a few moments, a few thoughts n a few exps which are far more beautiful than the others.. These are the Moments, the Thoughts n the Experiences i wanna share..no, no make that i wanna "RECORD"! They may be Happy or they may be Sad but they are BEAUTIFUL nevertheless.... So let me get this straight...this blog here is a record book, or call it a personal diary if u will ;) N all my thoghts n my posts r very dear to me(at least at d moment i've written it! well u kno how life goes on, things change etc etc... But i wont edit any of my earlier posts to show how i feel now..i'd rather put up a new post!)... So if ne1 gets offended pls see my newer post to understand better n if u r still offended..mebbe i meant to do so! Haha! No no..just kidding.. No offence meant ;) Waise bhi i'm out here to pour all my love..i never try to show ne hatred on record coz i do it well enuf on face (u read it rite..i can b rude;) ) n den imm regret it n go on d record to say sorry! Lolz! Read d blog n u'll get wat i mean!
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Monday, April 26, 2010
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
The diff......contd..
frnd: in dono main diff kya hai?
me: bahut bahut bada diff h dear
1:04 AM acha chal us bande ki baat chod
mujhe kch aur bata
maan le tu us se kabhi mili nahi hoti
kch aur hi scene soch
1:05 AM soch zara ki ideal relationship kaisi hoti phr?
ek swt sa ladka h
sabke sath ache se behave karta h
1:06 AM honest h
kisi se jhut nahi bolta tujhse bhi nahi
teri us se dosti hui
he starts liking u
1:07 AM n he tells u dat he luvs u
now lets say he is ur bf
he luvs u
wen u look into his eyes
1:08 AM now dont u imagine him just think
theres some guy
jiski aankhon me tum dekhti ho
to u realise he cant live without u
tujhe zara sa bhi bukhar ho
1:09 AM ya tu jyada hi khaas rahi ho
he just cant see u like that
he'll req u to take some medi
1:10 AM tu thak jae to tujhe force kare ki tu kch kha le
tujhe ek din bhi colg me na dekhe to pareshan ho jae
tujhe call kar k pooche ki kya hua
1:11 AM agar tujhe kabhi bhi thoda bhi rote hue dekh le to ekdum bechain ho jae
tu bahut thaki h din bhar phr us se milne jati h
phr kisi baat pe to hasti h
1:12 AM ye dekh k finally wo releived ho jae
tujhe hazaar lakh baar i love u bole
aur tujhe us se bhi jyada ye bole ki i need u
dont ever leave me
tu jo kahe wo har baat maane
frnd: mujhe to wo hi yaad aa raha h :(
me: wo aisa h?
abhi bhi?
1:14 AM frnd: hmm
me: pehle ki baatein yaad mat kar
present soch k bol
aaj bhi agar tum dono sath ho to wo kya ye kahe ga ki pls mujhe kabhi akela mat chodna?
1:15 AM frnd: pata nahi...
me: wo nahi bolega
y dont u realise he's said he doesnt need u nemore
1:16 AM he said it to u n he is happy with his decision
how can u still love a guy who doesnt love u nemore?
u r only refusing to accept the truth
1:17 AM u r denying d fact that he doesnt love u nemore
that wil not help u
it'll make ur life worse
frnd: pata nahi abhi bhi lagta hai wo wapas a jaega
agar mai wait karu to
1:20 AM par agar main nahi ruki to hum nahi milenge
abhi tak to waiit hi kar rahi thi
par ab mera dimag kharab hota ja raha hai...
1:21 AM maine last maonts lagbhag sari classes bunk ki
kuch nahi padha hai
me: teri relationship kabhi bhi tere liye achi nahi thi
frnd: next week se exams hai
me: na jab tu uske sath thi na jab usne tujhe chod diya h
1:22 AM uske sath thi to tujhe bahut nuksaan hua h wich u dont realise rite now
somewhere u do kno about it
but u refuse to acknowledge it
1:23 AM u hav lost all self respect all self value
frnd: hmm
me: just because of one guy u hardly hav any good friends around u
frnd: sach mai koi self respect nahi raha hai
me: u even fought with ur family for d guy whos ready to leave u
1:24 AM n he is not leaving u for his family dear
dont b under d wrong impression
its not at all true that he is a noble guy who wants his mum to b happy n thats y he is leaving u
1:25 AM he isnt all so nicey nicey d way u like to think
u think u kno him well coz u want to kno him well
u think he luvs u coz u want him to luv u
1:26 AM u think u luv him coz u want to luv a gr8 guy that u assume him to be who luvs u wich again is ur assumption
none of it is true
1:27 AM a relationship is good for u only if it hepls u to kno urself better to enhance ur life
not to destroy everything existing around u to create an illusion
1:28 AM to create a dream that u want to beleive is true
frnd: mai har bar milne par us k samne roti hu...bolti hu mat jao....wo man jata hai fir thik thak hi baat karta hai...fir jab wapas jana hota hai to bolta hai ki dost hi hai...jaise maine use bandh rakha hai..maine kabhi bhi nahi roka use...use jo karna hai wo karta hi hai
1:29 AM me: if he wud hav truely luved u na
ye khayal uske mann me bhi nahi aay hota ki tum sirf friends rahoge
1:30 AM kabhi nahi
tujhe bolne ki bhi zaroorat nahi hoti teri khwaish aur wo pehle hi poori kar deta
he does not love u
he never loved u
frnd: haan shayad...mai ktna gidgidai hu us k samne
1:34 AM us k bad bhi wo bolta raha ki hum dost hai
me: u kno wat that means na?
frnd: haa
me: wat?
1:35 AM frnd: ki use ab nahi rahna hai mere satth
me: hmm
y do u still want to b with him?
1:36 AM all that he has done to u is destroy u..
maybe he's given u a few moments of life u'll never forget
but at wat cost ?
at d cost of ur self respect ur frnds ur family?
1:37 AM n just a few moments..
not even a lifetime of love
do u still want to b with him?
1:38 AM frnd: nahi
mujhe bhot kuch karna hai...
1:39 AM us k liye maine khud ko pura chang kar diya
1:40 AM lagne laga tha...main sakshi nahi rahi
sach main us ki khushi k liye main khud ko
me: now do u realise u were actually not happy with him?
frnd: chang karti gai
1:41 AM me: jabki he was never satisfied n wanted more all d time..
frnd: main bas us ko khush dekh k khush ho rahi thi..
1:42 AM me: u can now actually see how much damage he has done to u?
frnd: haan
pata nahi chal raha mere ander gussa hai ya dar hai
me: u shud always b able to luv urself as much as ur partner
only then it is good for u
2:14 AM nahi to its better to b single n in luv wid urself
hav a few good frnds
n luv ur family
coz they'll remain true to u
2:15 AM n frankly if u realise that they r not good for u
better b independant
2:16 AM if that helps ur mental status
frnd: k....thanks yaar itna samjhane k liye...
bhot sahi lag raha hai
me: :)
tu hai re smart ladki
frnd: :)
me: tu khud ko bahut underestimate karti h
2:44 AM teri value tu janti nahi h
khud ko respect kar mazze maar khush reh
khud hi sab acha hoga..
frnd: wahh yar khud ki badai sun na kitna acha lagta hai..... :P :) :)
haan
2:45 AM abse sab khud k liye
me: hmm
better :)
jab kabhi ye baat bhul jae mujhse baat karna
2:46 AM main yaad dila dungi ki tu tere liye kitni zaroori h;)
me: bahut bahut bada diff h dear
1:04 AM acha chal us bande ki baat chod
mujhe kch aur bata
maan le tu us se kabhi mili nahi hoti
kch aur hi scene soch
1:05 AM soch zara ki ideal relationship kaisi hoti phr?
ek swt sa ladka h
sabke sath ache se behave karta h
1:06 AM honest h
kisi se jhut nahi bolta tujhse bhi nahi
teri us se dosti hui
he starts liking u
1:07 AM n he tells u dat he luvs u
now lets say he is ur bf
he luvs u
wen u look into his eyes
1:08 AM now dont u imagine him just think
theres some guy
jiski aankhon me tum dekhti ho
to u realise he cant live without u
tujhe zara sa bhi bukhar ho
1:09 AM ya tu jyada hi khaas rahi ho
he just cant see u like that
he'll req u to take some medi
1:10 AM tu thak jae to tujhe force kare ki tu kch kha le
tujhe ek din bhi colg me na dekhe to pareshan ho jae
tujhe call kar k pooche ki kya hua
1:11 AM agar tujhe kabhi bhi thoda bhi rote hue dekh le to ekdum bechain ho jae
tu bahut thaki h din bhar phr us se milne jati h
phr kisi baat pe to hasti h
1:12 AM ye dekh k finally wo releived ho jae
tujhe hazaar lakh baar i love u bole
aur tujhe us se bhi jyada ye bole ki i need u
dont ever leave me
tu jo kahe wo har baat maane
frnd: mujhe to wo hi yaad aa raha h :(
me: wo aisa h?
abhi bhi?
1:14 AM frnd: hmm
me: pehle ki baatein yaad mat kar
present soch k bol
aaj bhi agar tum dono sath ho to wo kya ye kahe ga ki pls mujhe kabhi akela mat chodna?
1:15 AM frnd: pata nahi...
me: wo nahi bolega
y dont u realise he's said he doesnt need u nemore
1:16 AM he said it to u n he is happy with his decision
how can u still love a guy who doesnt love u nemore?
u r only refusing to accept the truth
1:17 AM u r denying d fact that he doesnt love u nemore
that wil not help u
it'll make ur life worse
frnd: pata nahi abhi bhi lagta hai wo wapas a jaega
agar mai wait karu to
1:20 AM par agar main nahi ruki to hum nahi milenge
abhi tak to waiit hi kar rahi thi
par ab mera dimag kharab hota ja raha hai...
1:21 AM maine last maonts lagbhag sari classes bunk ki
kuch nahi padha hai
me: teri relationship kabhi bhi tere liye achi nahi thi
frnd: next week se exams hai
me: na jab tu uske sath thi na jab usne tujhe chod diya h
1:22 AM uske sath thi to tujhe bahut nuksaan hua h wich u dont realise rite now
somewhere u do kno about it
but u refuse to acknowledge it
1:23 AM u hav lost all self respect all self value
frnd: hmm
me: just because of one guy u hardly hav any good friends around u
frnd: sach mai koi self respect nahi raha hai
me: u even fought with ur family for d guy whos ready to leave u
1:24 AM n he is not leaving u for his family dear
dont b under d wrong impression
its not at all true that he is a noble guy who wants his mum to b happy n thats y he is leaving u
1:25 AM he isnt all so nicey nicey d way u like to think
u think u kno him well coz u want to kno him well
u think he luvs u coz u want him to luv u
1:26 AM u think u luv him coz u want to luv a gr8 guy that u assume him to be who luvs u wich again is ur assumption
none of it is true
1:27 AM a relationship is good for u only if it hepls u to kno urself better to enhance ur life
not to destroy everything existing around u to create an illusion
1:28 AM to create a dream that u want to beleive is true
frnd: mai har bar milne par us k samne roti hu...bolti hu mat jao....wo man jata hai fir thik thak hi baat karta hai...fir jab wapas jana hota hai to bolta hai ki dost hi hai...jaise maine use bandh rakha hai..maine kabhi bhi nahi roka use...use jo karna hai wo karta hi hai
1:29 AM me: if he wud hav truely luved u na
ye khayal uske mann me bhi nahi aay hota ki tum sirf friends rahoge
1:30 AM kabhi nahi
tujhe bolne ki bhi zaroorat nahi hoti teri khwaish aur wo pehle hi poori kar deta
he does not love u
he never loved u
frnd: haan shayad...mai ktna gidgidai hu us k samne
1:34 AM us k bad bhi wo bolta raha ki hum dost hai
me: u kno wat that means na?
frnd: haa
me: wat?
1:35 AM frnd: ki use ab nahi rahna hai mere satth
me: hmm
y do u still want to b with him?
1:36 AM all that he has done to u is destroy u..
maybe he's given u a few moments of life u'll never forget
but at wat cost ?
at d cost of ur self respect ur frnds ur family?
1:37 AM n just a few moments..
not even a lifetime of love
do u still want to b with him?
1:38 AM frnd: nahi
mujhe bhot kuch karna hai...
1:39 AM us k liye maine khud ko pura chang kar diya
1:40 AM lagne laga tha...main sakshi nahi rahi
sach main us ki khushi k liye main khud ko
me: now do u realise u were actually not happy with him?
frnd: chang karti gai
1:41 AM me: jabki he was never satisfied n wanted more all d time..
frnd: main bas us ko khush dekh k khush ho rahi thi..
1:42 AM me: u can now actually see how much damage he has done to u?
frnd: haan
pata nahi chal raha mere ander gussa hai ya dar hai
me: u shud always b able to luv urself as much as ur partner
only then it is good for u
2:14 AM nahi to its better to b single n in luv wid urself
hav a few good frnds
n luv ur family
coz they'll remain true to u
2:15 AM n frankly if u realise that they r not good for u
better b independant
2:16 AM if that helps ur mental status
frnd: k....thanks yaar itna samjhane k liye...
bhot sahi lag raha hai
me: :)
tu hai re smart ladki
frnd: :)
me: tu khud ko bahut underestimate karti h
2:44 AM teri value tu janti nahi h
khud ko respect kar mazze maar khush reh
khud hi sab acha hoga..
frnd: wahh yar khud ki badai sun na kitna acha lagta hai..... :P :) :)
haan
2:45 AM abse sab khud k liye
me: hmm
better :)
jab kabhi ye baat bhul jae mujhse baat karna
2:46 AM main yaad dila dungi ki tu tere liye kitni zaroori h;)
The difference in being in love and wanting to be in love...
Was chatting wid one of my close and dear friends yest.. Known her since like 3 yrs.. She's simple, sweet n quite innocent.. N thought that she was in love though she was not and was just wishing she was in love.. there's a vast difference between the two.. Movies affect our sense of daily life to such an extent and to add salt to our injuries we hav d terrible peer pressure asking us to fall in love as soon as possible if we wish to see a rosy world.. Well its so not true.. u can very well see a rosy world even when u r single.. If u love urself truly n luv every aspect of ur life, u will b living in a dream world n dats d rosy world everyone wants to believe that it brings happiness..whereas the case is just ulta..happiness brings in d rosiness ;)
Back to my friend.. Well she was involved wid dis guy..i frankly hated d fellow for lotsa a reasons n i bet he was a coward n useless fellow..just going around d world for tp wid no depth whtsoever.. n they broke off recently..n she dearly wanted him back..
here it goes...
frnd: are pata nahi....
ab usse lagta hai ki humara koi futur
nahi hai
11:10 PM age jaakar hume problem hogi...mai us k ghar main adjust nahi kar paungi...
us ki mummy nahi manenge
to bol raha tha hume abhi hi alag ho jana chahiye
11:11 PM nahi to baad main alag hone main bhot problem hogi
me: aur tujhe kya lagta h?
frnd: mujhe to lagta tha hum mana lenge...jab itna kuch kiya hai...to ghar walo ko bhi mana hi lenge
par kab wo mere sath rahna hi nahi chahta
to mai kyo use force karu ki mere sath rahe
11:13 PM me: hmm
u still love him?
frnd: hmm
bhot problem ho rahi hai
11:14 PM par try kar rahi hu thik rahu
me: hmm
scene h yaar
agar wo support nahi kar raha then to
theres no point
frnd: hmm..wahi...maine bhot din tak wait kiya ki shayd wo mind chang kar le
11:16 PM par wo humesha bolta rahta hai ki hum dost ban k hi rahte hai
me: to ab tak bina soche samjhe pyar aa raha tha?
kya mahaan h
wat do u really want? dil se?
frnd: mujhe us k sath rahna hai
mai nahi bhul sakti
11:19 PM me: n wat do u want practically from life?
11:20 PM frnd: padhna hai...meri family k liye kuch karna hai
me: tujhe sabse jyada khushi kab hoti h?
uske sath ya family k sath?
11:21 PM tu apne baare me kabhi sochti h ya bas baki sabke baare me hi abhi bhi??
11:22 PM frnd: khud k bare mai itna nahi sochti
sochna chahiye
me: acha tu ye bata
11:28 PM will u b able to completely change ur way of living just for being with him?
bahut vast diff aaega
life badal jaegi
u may not even b able to support ur own family maybe
11:29 PM frnd: puri tarike se to khud ko chang nahi kar sakti
11:30 PM me: do u want to go to a house where u r not accepted as u r?
frnd: nahi
me: think for urself
tu thoda bhi change karegi khud ko aur tera bf hi tujhe support nahi karna chahta h to?
11:31 PM frnd: hmm
me: do u really luv him dat much?
n does he luv u back as much?
11:32 PM frnd: dekh maine yahan aakar khud ko bhot chang kiya...
or us k liye maine ladai bhi ki
11:33 PM shayad nahi
mai bas sab kuch sahi rahe us k liye us ki baat manti chali gai....n khud ko bhul gsi
wo to kabhi chang nahi hua
me: y did u luv him at first?
11:35 PM frnd: meri care karta hai
care to karta hai..
11:36 PM par mai shayad us se bhot expect karti hu
me: pagal h kya?
tu agar apne bf se kch expect nahi karegi to kis se karegi?
11:37 PM its normal to expect things from sum1 who luvs u coz if they do they will do everything to meet ur expectations
frnd: hmmm
mai or nahi roungi
:)
me: main sach bol rahi hu
tu practically soch
maan le apne ghar se jhagad k shadi bhi kar li
11:44 PM uski mom ko ye convince kar k ki tu jitna ho sakta h adjust kar legi
aur phr sath rehte rehte wo tujhme faults hi dhoondhti rahi to
aur frankly i dont think at those times dis guy will support u
somehow mujhe lagta h wo apni mom ka hi side lega
11:45 PM frnd: hmm..
me: he does not hav d courage to face d future
how can u still love him?
see anyone can care for u
ANYONE
11:46 PM dat does not mean they love u
n dear no one will love u if u dont luv urself
frnd: hmmm
11:47 PM wo pata hai.... break up hone k baad... 1 ladki k liye try bhi kiya...
flirt karta tha un k sath...
wo di ko samajh a gaya
me: i mean y d heck do u think of him?
he's such a loser
frnd: n wo us se baat karna band kar di
11:49 PM me: tu mere aas paas hoti na to zor ka thappad khati
he's moved on
dont u realise?
frnd: pata hai mujhe
1:50 PM me: n u r thinking of sacrificing ur family's happiness n ur own lifestyle for him?
y?
u cant b so madly in luv wid him.
frnd: or ab mai bhi try kar rahi hu....par bhot mushkil ho rahi hai
11:51 PM me: u need not flirt around or try for any guy ok..
frnd: hmmm
me: first get urself more confident
more happy
frankly agar koi ladka hota jo sach me tujhe utna pyar karta h jitna tu use karti h
wo aise behave karta
wo tujhe apni mom se introduce karwata
bolta ki tujhe pyar karta h but aage ki tabhi sochega agar uski mom haan karegi
12:29 AM aur phr mom ko aur tujhe aapas me comfortable karne ki koshish karta
thoda tujhe adjust karna hota thoda uski mom ko
but wo dono ko agar pyar karta to dono ko support karta
12:30 AM tujhe aise chod k itna aaram se he wudnt hav moved on if he really loved u
12:31 AM frnd: hmm
me: aisa to nahi h ki tu uski mom ko ghar se nikal dene wali thi
12:32 AM ya phr tu adjust karne se completely refuse kar rahi h
na hi usne apni mom se direct baat kar k frankly apni taraf se kch bhi mehnat ki h kch bhi try kiya h
it was not a hopeless situation but he is acting hopelessly
12:33 AM dat shows that he doesnt really want u
doesnt need
u
frnd: hmm...
me: if he can live without u i dont think he loves u
n to top it he flirts wid sum1 else
wow!
brilliant
12:34 AM it shows he doesnt even care to be with u
frnd: breakup hone k baad wo us k frinds k sath fest chala gaya....wahan bhot masti ki n mujhe aakar bola ki aisi masti usne...12th k baad ki hai
itna gussa aya tha mujhe
mai yahan pareshan hu itni n wo aise masti kar raha hai
12:36 AM break up k liye usne mujhe itna ghatiya reason diya tha ki us ki mummy ki collegue ne hum dono ko sath mai dekha tha bazar mai...
n ab us ki mummy pareshan ho rahi hai...
12:37 AM mujhe yaha reason zara bhi convincing nahi laga
me: hmm..
12:52 AM u kno one thing dear
12:54 AM u urslef hav known dat this relationship is not good for u
isnt it?
frnd: hmm
me: but u still dint want to beleive it..
rite?
frnd: hmm
12:55 AM me: i'll tell u a fact
u dont love him
u dont love him at all
its just that u love being in a relationship
that is having a guy who u think cares for u
u want someone to actually love u
12:56 AM we all do
every girl wants a gr8 husband yaar
dats obv
we all want a luv marriage
coz we believe we hav chosen d person who loves us
we love anyone we think who loves us
main ek baat 101% surely keh sakti hu ki wo tujhe pyar nahi karta
1:03 AM nor do u love him
u want to love him
n u want to beleive he loves u
to b contd...
the only reason i'm taking efforts to put this up is to tell u d diff between being in luv n wanting to b in luv...dont maistake one for d other coz it'll really harm u..pls..
Back to my friend.. Well she was involved wid dis guy..i frankly hated d fellow for lotsa a reasons n i bet he was a coward n useless fellow..just going around d world for tp wid no depth whtsoever.. n they broke off recently..n she dearly wanted him back..
here it goes...
frnd: are pata nahi....
ab usse lagta hai ki humara koi futur
nahi hai
11:10 PM age jaakar hume problem hogi...mai us k ghar main adjust nahi kar paungi...
us ki mummy nahi manenge
to bol raha tha hume abhi hi alag ho jana chahiye
11:11 PM nahi to baad main alag hone main bhot problem hogi
me: aur tujhe kya lagta h?
frnd: mujhe to lagta tha hum mana lenge...jab itna kuch kiya hai...to ghar walo ko bhi mana hi lenge
par kab wo mere sath rahna hi nahi chahta
to mai kyo use force karu ki mere sath rahe
11:13 PM me: hmm
u still love him?
frnd: hmm
bhot problem ho rahi hai
11:14 PM par try kar rahi hu thik rahu
me: hmm
scene h yaar
agar wo support nahi kar raha then to
theres no point
frnd: hmm..wahi...maine bhot din tak wait kiya ki shayd wo mind chang kar le
11:16 PM par wo humesha bolta rahta hai ki hum dost ban k hi rahte hai
me: to ab tak bina soche samjhe pyar aa raha tha?
kya mahaan h
wat do u really want? dil se?
frnd: mujhe us k sath rahna hai
mai nahi bhul sakti
11:19 PM me: n wat do u want practically from life?
11:20 PM frnd: padhna hai...meri family k liye kuch karna hai
me: tujhe sabse jyada khushi kab hoti h?
uske sath ya family k sath?
11:21 PM tu apne baare me kabhi sochti h ya bas baki sabke baare me hi abhi bhi??
11:22 PM frnd: khud k bare mai itna nahi sochti
sochna chahiye
me: acha tu ye bata
11:28 PM will u b able to completely change ur way of living just for being with him?
bahut vast diff aaega
life badal jaegi
u may not even b able to support ur own family maybe
11:29 PM frnd: puri tarike se to khud ko chang nahi kar sakti
11:30 PM me: do u want to go to a house where u r not accepted as u r?
frnd: nahi
me: think for urself
tu thoda bhi change karegi khud ko aur tera bf hi tujhe support nahi karna chahta h to?
11:31 PM frnd: hmm
me: do u really luv him dat much?
n does he luv u back as much?
11:32 PM frnd: dekh maine yahan aakar khud ko bhot chang kiya...
or us k liye maine ladai bhi ki
11:33 PM shayad nahi
mai bas sab kuch sahi rahe us k liye us ki baat manti chali gai....n khud ko bhul gsi
wo to kabhi chang nahi hua
me: y did u luv him at first?
11:35 PM frnd: meri care karta hai
care to karta hai..
11:36 PM par mai shayad us se bhot expect karti hu
me: pagal h kya?
tu agar apne bf se kch expect nahi karegi to kis se karegi?
11:37 PM its normal to expect things from sum1 who luvs u coz if they do they will do everything to meet ur expectations
frnd: hmmm
mai or nahi roungi
:)
me: main sach bol rahi hu
tu practically soch
maan le apne ghar se jhagad k shadi bhi kar li
11:44 PM uski mom ko ye convince kar k ki tu jitna ho sakta h adjust kar legi
aur phr sath rehte rehte wo tujhme faults hi dhoondhti rahi to
aur frankly i dont think at those times dis guy will support u
somehow mujhe lagta h wo apni mom ka hi side lega
11:45 PM frnd: hmm..
me: he does not hav d courage to face d future
how can u still love him?
see anyone can care for u
ANYONE
11:46 PM dat does not mean they love u
n dear no one will love u if u dont luv urself
frnd: hmmm
11:47 PM wo pata hai.... break up hone k baad... 1 ladki k liye try bhi kiya...
flirt karta tha un k sath...
wo di ko samajh a gaya
me: i mean y d heck do u think of him?
he's such a loser
frnd: n wo us se baat karna band kar di
11:49 PM me: tu mere aas paas hoti na to zor ka thappad khati
he's moved on
dont u realise?
frnd: pata hai mujhe
1:50 PM me: n u r thinking of sacrificing ur family's happiness n ur own lifestyle for him?
y?
u cant b so madly in luv wid him.
frnd: or ab mai bhi try kar rahi hu....par bhot mushkil ho rahi hai
11:51 PM me: u need not flirt around or try for any guy ok..
frnd: hmmm
me: first get urself more confident
more happy
frankly agar koi ladka hota jo sach me tujhe utna pyar karta h jitna tu use karti h
wo aise behave karta
wo tujhe apni mom se introduce karwata
bolta ki tujhe pyar karta h but aage ki tabhi sochega agar uski mom haan karegi
12:29 AM aur phr mom ko aur tujhe aapas me comfortable karne ki koshish karta
thoda tujhe adjust karna hota thoda uski mom ko
but wo dono ko agar pyar karta to dono ko support karta
12:30 AM tujhe aise chod k itna aaram se he wudnt hav moved on if he really loved u
12:31 AM frnd: hmm
me: aisa to nahi h ki tu uski mom ko ghar se nikal dene wali thi
12:32 AM ya phr tu adjust karne se completely refuse kar rahi h
na hi usne apni mom se direct baat kar k frankly apni taraf se kch bhi mehnat ki h kch bhi try kiya h
it was not a hopeless situation but he is acting hopelessly
12:33 AM dat shows that he doesnt really want u
doesnt need
u
frnd: hmm...
me: if he can live without u i dont think he loves u
n to top it he flirts wid sum1 else
wow!
brilliant
12:34 AM it shows he doesnt even care to be with u
frnd: breakup hone k baad wo us k frinds k sath fest chala gaya....wahan bhot masti ki n mujhe aakar bola ki aisi masti usne...12th k baad ki hai
itna gussa aya tha mujhe
mai yahan pareshan hu itni n wo aise masti kar raha hai
12:36 AM break up k liye usne mujhe itna ghatiya reason diya tha ki us ki mummy ki collegue ne hum dono ko sath mai dekha tha bazar mai...
n ab us ki mummy pareshan ho rahi hai...
12:37 AM mujhe yaha reason zara bhi convincing nahi laga
me: hmm..
12:52 AM u kno one thing dear
12:54 AM u urslef hav known dat this relationship is not good for u
isnt it?
frnd: hmm
me: but u still dint want to beleive it..
rite?
frnd: hmm
12:55 AM me: i'll tell u a fact
u dont love him
u dont love him at all
its just that u love being in a relationship
that is having a guy who u think cares for u
u want someone to actually love u
12:56 AM we all do
every girl wants a gr8 husband yaar
dats obv
we all want a luv marriage
coz we believe we hav chosen d person who loves us
we love anyone we think who loves us
main ek baat 101% surely keh sakti hu ki wo tujhe pyar nahi karta
1:03 AM nor do u love him
u want to love him
n u want to beleive he loves u
to b contd...
the only reason i'm taking efforts to put this up is to tell u d diff between being in luv n wanting to b in luv...dont maistake one for d other coz it'll really harm u..pls..
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