The diff......contd..

frnd: in dono main diff kya hai?

me: bahut bahut bada diff h dear
1:04 AM acha chal us bande ki baat chod
mujhe kch aur bata
maan le tu us se kabhi mili nahi hoti
kch aur hi scene soch
1:05 AM soch zara ki ideal relationship kaisi hoti phr?
ek swt sa ladka h
sabke sath ache se behave karta h
1:06 AM honest h
kisi se jhut nahi bolta tujhse bhi nahi
teri us se dosti hui
he starts liking u
1:07 AM n he tells u dat he luvs u
now lets say he is ur bf
he luvs u
wen u look into his eyes
1:08 AM now dont u imagine him just think
theres some guy
jiski aankhon me tum dekhti ho
to u realise he cant live without u
tujhe zara sa bhi bukhar ho
1:09 AM ya tu jyada hi khaas rahi ho
he just cant see u like that
he'll req u to take some medi
1:10 AM tu thak jae to tujhe force kare ki tu kch kha le
tujhe ek din bhi colg me na dekhe to pareshan ho jae
tujhe call kar k pooche ki kya hua
1:11 AM agar tujhe kabhi bhi thoda bhi rote hue dekh le to ekdum bechain ho jae
tu bahut thaki h din bhar phr us se milne jati h
phr kisi baat pe to hasti h
1:12 AM ye dekh k finally wo releived ho jae
tujhe hazaar lakh baar i love u bole
aur tujhe us se bhi jyada ye bole ki i need u
dont ever leave me
tu jo kahe wo har baat maane

frnd: mujhe to wo hi yaad aa raha h :(
me: wo aisa h?
abhi bhi?
1:14 AM frnd: hmm
me: pehle ki baatein yaad mat kar
present soch k bol
aaj bhi agar tum dono sath ho to wo kya ye kahe ga ki pls mujhe kabhi akela mat chodna?
1:15 AM frnd: pata nahi...
me: wo nahi bolega
y dont u realise he's said he doesnt need u nemore
1:16 AM he said it to u n he is happy with his decision
how can u still love a guy who doesnt love u nemore?
 u r only refusing to accept the truth
1:17 AM u r denying d fact that he doesnt love u nemore
that wil not help u
it'll make ur life worse
frnd: pata nahi abhi bhi lagta hai wo wapas a jaega

agar mai wait karu to
1:20 AM par agar main nahi ruki to hum nahi milenge
abhi tak to waiit hi kar rahi thi
par ab mera dimag kharab hota ja raha hai...
1:21 AM maine last maonts lagbhag sari classes bunk ki
kuch nahi padha hai
me: teri relationship kabhi bhi tere liye achi nahi thi
frnd: next week se exams hai
me: na jab tu uske sath thi na jab usne tujhe chod diya h
1:22 AM uske sath thi to tujhe bahut nuksaan hua h wich u dont realise rite now
somewhere u do kno about it
but u refuse to acknowledge it
1:23 AM u hav lost all self respect all self value
frnd: hmm
me: just because of one guy u hardly hav any good friends around u
frnd: sach mai koi self respect nahi raha hai
me: u even fought with ur family for d guy whos ready to leave u
1:24 AM n he is not leaving u for his family dear
dont b under d wrong impression
its not at all true that he is a noble guy who wants his mum to b happy n thats y he is leaving u
1:25 AM he isnt all so nicey nicey d way u like to think
u think u kno him well coz u want to kno him well
u think he luvs u coz u want him to luv u
1:26 AM u think u luv him coz u want to luv a gr8 guy that u assume him to be who luvs u wich again is ur assumption
none of it is true
1:27 AM a relationship is good for u only if it hepls u to kno urself better to enhance ur life
not to destroy everything existing around u to create an illusion
1:28 AM to create a dream that u want to beleive is true
frnd: mai har bar milne par us k samne roti hu...bolti hu mat jao....wo man jata hai fir thik thak hi baat karta hai...fir jab wapas jana hota hai to bolta hai ki dost hi hai...jaise maine use bandh rakha hai..maine kabhi bhi nahi roka use...use jo karna hai wo karta hi hai
1:29 AM me: if he wud hav truely luved u na
ye khayal uske mann me bhi nahi aay hota ki tum sirf friends rahoge
1:30 AM kabhi nahi
tujhe bolne ki bhi zaroorat nahi hoti teri khwaish aur wo pehle hi poori kar deta
he does not love u
he never loved u
frnd: haan shayad...mai ktna gidgidai hu us k samne

1:34 AM us k bad bhi wo bolta raha ki hum dost hai
me: u kno wat that means na?
frnd: haa
me: wat?
1:35 AM frnd: ki use ab nahi rahna hai mere satth
me: hmm
y do u still want to b with him?
1:36 AM all that he has done to u is destroy u..
maybe he's given u a few moments of life u'll never forget
but at wat cost ?
at d cost of ur self respect ur frnds ur family?
1:37 AM n just a few moments..
not even a lifetime of love
do u still want to b with him?
1:38 AM frnd: nahi
mujhe bhot kuch karna hai...
1:39 AM us k liye maine khud ko pura chang kar diya
1:40 AM lagne laga tha...main sakshi nahi rahi
sach main us ki khushi k liye main khud ko
me: now do u realise u were actually not happy with him?
frnd: chang karti gai
1:41 AM me: jabki he was never satisfied n wanted more all d time..
frnd: main bas us ko khush dekh k khush ho rahi thi..
1:42 AM me: u can now actually see how much damage he has done to u?
frnd: haan
pata nahi chal raha mere ander gussa hai ya dar hai

me: u shud always b able to luv urself as much as ur partner
only then it is good for u
2:14 AM nahi to its better to b single n in luv wid urself
hav a few good frnds
n luv ur family
coz they'll remain true to u
2:15 AM n frankly if u realise that they r not good for u
better b independant
2:16 AM if that helps ur mental status
frnd: k....thanks yaar itna samjhane k liye...
bhot sahi lag raha hai
me: :)
tu hai re smart ladki
frnd: :)
me: tu khud ko bahut underestimate karti h
2:44 AM teri value tu janti nahi h
khud ko respect kar mazze maar khush reh
khud hi sab acha hoga..
frnd: wahh yar khud ki badai sun na kitna acha lagta hai..... :P :) :)
haan
2:45 AM abse sab khud k liye
me: hmm
better :)
jab kabhi ye baat bhul jae mujhse baat karna
2:46 AM main yaad dila dungi ki tu tere liye kitni zaroori h;)